the Light's just covered the darkness. Victory, as always.

Note to self: Its always good to put things into perspective. You're never as hopeless as you think you are.

When I feel lost, or really sad at times..it pains me to have that aching desire to find someone who understands.
Someone, anyone. However, even the ones that love you most & have the most well-meaning intentions somehow fail to miss that mark too. It's not their fault..it's just that well, they're not you. 

For a while, it made me feel more lonely & hopeless, but now I understand that its just because Jesus was asking me to come to Him all along. Of course no one would have the answers, of course even the most overwhelming amount of empathy would never suffice; it was never meant to. He purposed it so that only He can fill the depths of my human heart and with his everlasting arms beneath tell me "Yes, I understand."

I was a vile sinner when he saved me, what changes the standard now? It was me.

God, thank you for saving me--even when I didn't want to be saved.