guilty confessions

as frugal as I've been forced to be this year, I just want to let you all in one a tiny secret.
extremely lame, and hardly noteworthy, but...

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I'M HAVING SHOPPING WITHDRAWALS A;DLFJA;JF238FJAS;DFJAS;FJA;SDVJAFAEORIA;FJ!!

if you know me, its evident that there's ONE huge way to my heart, and that's food, but, it's been a year since .. well..i've been able to buy new clothes for me. and.. all these cute girls on tumblr kinda bum me out (goodness i don't even have a tumblr wudda heck).

i also would loooove to:
-dye my hair
-start dressing more modestly by making my own clothes
-dress like zooey deschanel so i can dress modestly but still have style
-and have my guilty superficial pleasure: a contact prescription for my grey contacts. oh, how i miss them dearly!

.. and THIS ladies, and gents is the lovely girl who's guilty for all this madness! haha.. well one of many. but i TOTALLY want to dress like that, have her hair & that kind of lipstick. ah. social media, you kill me. so so much.

okay. this is all the whiny whines I will do for now. and probably ever. wouldn't wanna kill anyone w/ that. just had to get it out :)